i still feel you kisses
i just wanted one last hug
i guess ill never had a last goodbye
cause goodbye tell you a see you later
and probably i wont see you ever again
my fault i know
but i guess i just realize i just wanted you to feel
cause maybe in death
the ripper had just come and told me that ill go tonight
i got be afraid cause all i wanted i guess someday i had it
and now its just time to pay
the big price of happiness
eternal hell with a little bit of sorrow
cant you imagine
it would be just like heaven
well sometimes
cause hurt makes me human
and vulnerable
loving you is my fate but not yours
amazing feeling of running away
and terrible that want me to stay
let me feel your mood just to know how i would be each day
or if maybe i gotta die again
im afraid , i cant lie
i just want you by my side
but i could not
i just wanna die
maybe make your happy
somehow ... just that but if i could not?
fuck i just want you to kill me
and maybe be in hell but with your memory
of a happy ever after..
ill wait
im sure ill wait
just for you
for even a hug that gives me life again.
in your loving memory i guess..
love you forever even though i would never see you again