sorrow

i still feel you kisses i just wanted one last hug i guess ill never had a last goodbye cause goodbye tell you a see you later and probably i wont see you ever again my fault i know but i guess i just realize i just wanted you to feel cause maybe in death the ripper had just come and told me that ill go tonight i got be afraid cause all i wanted i guess someday i had it and now its just time to pay the big price of happiness eternal hell with a little bit of sorrow cant you imagine it would be just like heaven well sometimes cause hurt makes me human and vulnerable loving you is my fate but not yours amazing feeling of running away and terrible that want me to stay let me feel your mood just to know how i would be each day or if maybe i gotta die again im afraid , i cant lie i just want you by my side but i could not i just wanna die maybe make your happy somehow ... just that but if i could not? fuck i just want you to kill me and maybe be in hell but with your memory of a happy ever after.. ill wait im sure ill wait just for you for even a hug that gives me life again. in your loving memory i guess.. love you forever even though i would never see you again